september

Life has been slow lately... uneventful and borderline depressing, in the most serious way. I don't have a lot to complain about when it comes down to it but I've never felt so unprepared or confused about where to go next. 

Because I only work two part-time jobs, I have a lot of free time on my hands. If I can motivate to use that time well, I'm fine but its not often that I am able to create structure for myself. It's during those times that my mind wanders. I've talked to at least a handful of close friends about this and everyone seems to have the same response or has experienced the same post-college graduation phenomenon. It's a consistent fear of the unknown, an identity crisis more severe than what I remember of my middle-school self and doubting every decision I've ever made. 

Anyway, I just have to remind myself daily of the truth. 

There's a lot of good going on that I often look over.

September has a lot to offer.